4th Cruise with My Master (Released Bonus Episode)
A released bonus episode about House Slave Fag's fourth gay cruise with his Master.
In this bonus episode of A Fag's Journey into Submission, House Slave Fag releases one of his bonus episodes, in which he shared about his fourth gay cruise with his Master. As usual, it's more about his Master's control than about sex, but they both make it work, as challenging as it may be for an eager horny sub.
The episode contains a new introduction and conclusion with more details about the premium podcast and his other channels. He mentions a number of links:
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When you subscribe to the premium podcast, every bonus episode is sent to you with a link to play the episode in this post, as well as the transcript of the episode, as you can see below.
Transcript
Hi there,
Hi there. Thank you for joining me for another episode of "A Fag's Journey into Submission." As always, I am your host, House Slave Fag, speaking to you in my cute AI voice. But — today, for a change — I'm going to share with you one of my premium episodes that I usually release on Friday. My apologies to my paid subscribers for the repeat.
So for all my regular fans, I wanted you to have a taste of my more introspective episodes. Not that the blog posts and fantasy stories I normally share with you aren't introspective, right? But in my Friday musings you'll see I like to go deeper. It's like journaling about what happened to me this week. And we all tell everything to our journal, right? This is where I offer some more details about my day-to-day and what's going through my mind on my journey into submission. I also offer much more context from behind the scenes about the whole process of my content creation.
So I may as well offer you all a little update on where I'm now with my blog, stories, books, and podcast. We're more than half way through No Nut November, and I have no doubt it has affected my content.
I'll go into more detail in Friday's bonus episode, but suffice to say that my even higher than usual horniness has probably led to my increasing draining and submission to Master Sniff-Send.
I always worry about turning off some listeners and readers when I spiral into financial domination. So I'm especially grateful to you for sticking with me and accepting that it's just a part of my kinky package. Some of you love my submission to FinDoms anyway, as well as my recent draining of finsubs under me. And some of you are just happy to listen to one more expression of submission, knowing there will be more service, fucking, and watersports, around the corner. Oh yeah, and some sissification. That's another taboo I can't help myself from fantasizing about. I just love finding that lower and more degraded space inside my mind, while entertaining some sissies and bulls.
So this is just a head's up that I'll be doing more for Master Sniff-Send. Not at his request, but because he occupies my mind all the time. Yesterday I posted chapter 1 in my story of Meeting Master Sniff-Send, and I'm already drafting chapter 5. I've incorporated his totally mindfucking voice recordings into the story, and I can't wait to share it with you as a podcast.
I'm still figuring out my schedule, but I'll soon offer an opportunity to buy an early release through my page on subs.com. I just need to run everything by him first to make sure he's happy with it too.
I also got an idea to treat you to something that could give you an especially fun mindfuck. Do you know how I love listening to mindfucking audio tweets on repeat? So I want to give that experience to you too. I'll tell you more about it at the end of this episode, not to get bogged down with logistics right now.
Same goes for my books. Perhaps you've noticed that I've taken down my stories Submitting to Master Macho and Master John's Tales. They're just behind a paywall now, as I also turned them into digital books, and I'll tell you all about that at the end of the episode too.
Now to today's event. I'm happy to share with you my episode about my fourth cruise with my Master, from about four months ago. We spent over a week in the Mediterranean in the summer and after the cruise we also traveled in Portugal, just the two of us.
Cruises are now a big part of my journey with my Master. He loves them and goes on so many of them. After he nagged for a year that I join him, I finally gave in, and now I can't have enough of them.
I have three cruises already scheduled for next year, including the first gay cruise I'll go without him. I'm hoping to experience a lot of sex on that cruise, but a fair warning about today's episode: the sex is more scarce, because my Master does a lot of cock-blocking. He really keeps me on a tight leash. The difference from the day-to-day is that on a gay cruise he has no problem displaying his control over me in front of everyone. Sometimes it's a little humiliating.
Anyway, listen for yourself.
I’m still not quite back to my old routines and I’m a little behind with my content schedule too. But it’s time for me to finally tell you about my cruise, right? I should have taken better notes of everything that took place, but I wasn’t able to keep up with that for more than a few days. Eventually I let go and focused on relaxing, enjoying the vacation, and being at the service of my Master. After all, that was the plan all along, so the mission was accomplished.
All in all, it was a great vacation, and my Master was happy too, as he told me a few times. I was in charge of researching things to do and planning excursions and where to eat or go sightseeing. So I got my share of “good boi” praise from him.
Lots of challenges
The trip was not without challenges, so I’ll describe them all now for context and get them out of the way. First of all, I knew it was too long for my preferences. The cruise itself was 10 days, compared to the more common one-week itinerary of Atlantis cruises. I think that makes it impossible to get off the boat without some infection, as I mentioned in my blog post about recovering from the trip. That’s what happens when you have a lot of men having a lot of sex over several days in a closed space.
Getting sick put a damper on our continued travels after the cruise. When my Master got back home, he confirmed that he tested positive for COVID. However, he bears responsibility for my illness, which may have infected him, as he insisted on continuing our strolling one day, despite encountering cold and windy weather at the Portuguese royalty’s summer house on the mountaintop of Sintra. The next day my mild illness got much worse.
Health matters affected my vacation from day one, as I injured my leg badly on my way to the airport. I was in Gran Canaria and I rushed across town on foot when the taxi driver I booked to pick me up didn’t show up. I fell over my suitcase and bled quite severely, so I couldn’t get into the pool or hot tub for the entire cruise.
That sucked a lot. It wasn’t just about missing out on the fun of getting in the water on a hot summer cruise, but those are the best opportunities for intimate socializing with the many guys on the cruise. So the only things left were the cruising on the dick deck and any hookups decided by my Master.
If you’ve listened or read about my previous cruises, you know that my sexual experiences on them are very restricted by my Master, so sex is generally not a big part of the cruises. In that context, any further restriction for whatever reason can be a little too frustrating. I wish that taxi driver the worst sexual karma.
Another challenge for me was the length of the trip altogether. I knew it would be challenging when we planned the vacation, because as much as I like spending time with my Master, after 10 days, I need my own space and freedom. I need my private space to recharge, because I’m an introvert, and I need to have a little freedom back, because being under his short leash is not easy for too long.
The problem is that Americans are very careful about maximizing the utilization of their vacation days, because they have so few of them. So my Master always plans around weekends. Therefore, because this cruise lasted more than a week, he wanted to continue traveling until the following Sunday.
I expressed my concerns, also noting that it would be very expensive for me (and ultimately it amounted to over $1,200 each, on top of the cost of the cruise). However, I had already declined his request to join him on another regular cruise the month before. And I’m not even counting the other cruise he’s going on next month. I know, he’s a huge traveler and he’s not even a digital nomad!
One thing he acknowledged was that it would have been better to end our travels with the cruise. That is, that we’d spend any additional time together before rather than after the cruise, because he too expected that we might come off it with an infection. The problem was that the cruise began on a Sunday and ended in the middle of the week, so traveling before wouldn’t fit with his vacation days optimization.
Day by Day
Let me try to refresh my memory from the trip — day by day. I picked up my Master from the airport in Barcelona on the evening before our cruise. He wanted to make the most of his time in the city, so he got ready quickly at the hotel and we went out.
I looked up a nice restaurant to try local tapas with him, or pinchos as they say in Catalan. I was allowed to look him in the eyes, keeping with our tradition, as this was our first meal for this trip. Then we went to explore the gay bars scene. I wasn’t too thrilled by it, but it was the middle of the week, so you can’t expect much.
In one of the bars we met a friendly couple who was also joining the cruise, and we often ended up dancing with them at the parties. One of them was a ripped Dom, but since my Master wasn’t really looking for us to play a lot, I ended up asking that Dom about sex only on the day before last, which didn’t come to anything, as he already had fucks pre-scheduled.
The next day we had a late breakfast at the hotel and went to see the Sagrada Familia when it opened, only at 1 p.m., so we had to rush from there to pick up our luggage at the hotel and get on the ship.
The cruise started out with a promise from one of the drag performers, La Voix. She opened her show with a song by Queen, singing “Tonight I’m gonna have myself a real good time,” and “Don’t stop me now.” I felt this was a reminder to have fun with my Master as I had planned, despite my injury and any other worries.
After the show, I sucked off my Master’s dick in our stateroom. It was our first sexual interaction since he had arrived in Barcelona the night before. As his dick grew and I felt his big biceps and pecs, I got more excited and I sucked him off until he came.
Afterwards we went to the party on the pool deck. After a while, my Master also indulged me in going to check out the dick deck which was nearby. It was so dark, but at least the moonlight helped reveal a little of the faces and bodies of the guys. It wasn’t so busy because a lot of the guys were tired. So many flights had been canceled or delayed because of a storm in Barcelona, so that made for some stressful and long travels. I’m glad my Master was only delayed by an hour or so.
Both of us played a bit with a big daddy around my age. He was muscular but not toned. I sucked him off for a bit and then my Master kissed him. My Master asked him if he would be ready to submit. He wasn’t really looking to bottom and I don’t think he had a clue about how my Master wanted to dominate him (blindfold included), but I guess he was intrigued.
We ended up playing with him twice during the cruise, if I remember correctly. He was a really nice guy but I didn’t really enjoy sucking his dick the second time in our room. He was sweaty from the dick deck and it didn’t taste great. But at least my Master had fun, as did that guy.
On the second night, when we were at the party, my Master suggested going to dick deck again. Surprising, right? He didn’t admit it either and he later told others that it was I who had dragged him there again. The dick deck was way busier than on the first night.
Among the guys on the dick deck I saw my former Airbnb host. I think I told you before I went to Gran Canaria, that we realized we were both going on the same cruise. Do you remember I told you he said he was hung? Very hung? So — OH MY GOD! His dick is huge, truly. Makes me think again if I should ask my Master for permission to play with him if I stay with him again in case something can develop. Because I’m not sure he’d like to send pictures. I think my Master might make an exception since he saw him in person. I’m still feeling iffy about this, if he’d even want it, for reasons I mentioned related to him being the host of the apartment I might want to come back to and because we had very different opinions in politics. But — his dick is huge!
There was another huge guy I jerked off but if I remember correctly, my Master didn’t let me suck him off. Or maybe the guy was getting busy with someone else. It’s all a blur.
There was another guy who was really muscular and smooth with a good dick. It was large but fit comfortably into my mouth and he enjoyed feeding me and hugging me, perhaps holding me. He had such huge biceps. I loved kissing them and licking his armpits. He was 59. We exchanged contacts but we didn’t end up meeting again.
Ibiza was the only place where the ship docked overnight. My Master and I went bar crawling with other guys from the ship and then we continued on our own. It was hot and humid. Maspalomas in Gran Canaria is way better! Better weather, better prices, and usually more gays. I found it amusing that some guys spent so much money to get into straight parties in Ibiza when they gay parties on the ship, which they had already paid for, but I shouldn’t judge. Everyone has their own preferences.
In the morning, we rented a car and I drove, as I do when I visit him at home. Plus he’s not used to driving with manual gears. We traveled for several hours and he found a number of opportunities for taking photos and flying his drone.
In one of the small towns he got stopped by two policemen. One of them seemed to communicate just fine in English but the other was playing the bad cop, sticking to Spanish and focusing on how my Master was in trouble, so I stepped in to communicate in Spanish. In the end my Master apologized and they let him go, but not before taking a picture of his driver’s license.
The last time I tried to warn him about using the drone where it wasn’t allowed he got pissed. I did my best to tread carefully this time, but I was a little anxious to warn him that he could be fined thousands of Euros. As a Master, he obviously doesn’t like to be told by his sub that he’s wrong or that he can’t do something, but as a rule-following sub, I can’t help it. The best I can do is stay silent, but it pains me to keep him exposed to risk, even if that might not affect me.
He later explained that telling him too much would prevent him from having deniability, which I thought was bullshit. I mean, not knowing the law doesn’t protect you, although I guess it can help when trying to negotiate with a cop. But after having his ID info taken, I thought that his use of the drone in other cities in Spain again was unreasonable.
Not for me to judge, right? I do my best to live with this behavior as long as I don’t feel there’s a significant risk for me. Though I could imagine scenarios in which he’d get in trouble and it would fuck up the trip for both of us. I just find it incredible how he doesn’t care to follow rules, and wishes I didn’t follow them either, yet he expects me to follow his rules completely. Personally, I think he’s better off with the way I am — a nerdy obedient sub who follows all rules — his and those of the authorities.
Later back on the ship we both indulged ourselves a bit. I treated myself to a wine pairing at dinner, enjoying a taste of four different wines adapted to each course. And he enjoyed my wines too. Afterwards, he treated himself to a complimentary massage, one of the many treats you can get on the ship for free, and by that I mean if I’m the one providing it.
Afterwards I douched, as he had instructed me, but I didn’t get the opportunity to bottom. The party’s theme was the beach, so I chose to wear just speedos. My Master liked the way I looked. I guess the workout and diet paid off. But I’ve been so bad throughout this vacation! I need to get back to my healthy habits starting tomorrow, as soon as I can access a proper gym and kitchen.
Then we went to the dick deck for the third time on this cruise. My Master played with a guy who was intrigued about submitting to him, but wasn’t really ready for it and didn’t come to our room. But then I saw my Master was about to fuck him bareback there on the dick deck. That made me angry and I asked him “What the fuck?” in those words. My agreement to be barebacked by my Master is based on his reassurance that he’d be careful. He knew that and he stepped away from the guy.
I guess he felt bad, because a moment later he said I could bottom bareback for another guy there who wasn’t ready to fuck me with a condom. I had told my Master that that guy only wanted bareback, but it wasn’t a request to make an exception. I do make such requests on some rare occasions, but it has to be really worth it, because I’m not looking to take a risk for just anyone. It was always with guys who would take me in for a few days as their slave, and not quick hookups.
Next, I ran into a guy who had fucked me at a sex party in London. I didn’t remember him at first but he picked me out from the crowd. Then I remembered that he preferred to fuck bareback and that it was difficult for him to stay hard with a condom, but that I had offered him to fuck me with the loose anal condom and when I mentioned it again now as an option, he said it was indeed easier for him to fuck me with the anal condom than the regular male condom.
Unfortunately there was another problem, that he also wanted to kiss, while my Master prohibited kissing during the cruise, because of the higher risk of respiratory diseases. “For God’s sake!” is probably what’s going through your head right now, no? And that restriction didn’t even prevent me from getting sick after all. But I know what to expect when going on a cruise with my Master. As unusual as this may seem for a gay cruise, sex is not the top feature for me. At least until I go on an Atlantis cruise on my own one day.
There was that Latin American cruise I was thinking about early next year, but the other Master I asked about bunking together didn’t go for it and I ended up giving up because it’s not ideal for me to spend so much right now anyway.
So as my Master and I were done with the dick deck, without so much play, we went to grab a bite. I’ve been curious about the pizza place. When my Master finally decided we’d go there, I figured that he’d given up on fucking me that night.
On the day before last I was finally able to ask my Master about a couple of guys who required me to submit to bareback for them if they were to take me in and he finally relented. One of them hasn’t come back on Grindr in a while and I can’t recall right now who was the other one. But now that I think of it, I might go back to other Masters whom I’d given up on in the past because they insisted on barebacking. At least a couple of hot Masters come to mind.
He told me to douche before the high tea party, but it was too late. This was the day before last and as everyone got hornier, it just got more competitive and people already got their hookups booked in advance. Seriously! I was however glad I was able to summon the courage to ask a hot guy I’d been pining over, who wore a Just For Fans pouch. He didn’t reject me but said he was already spent from fucking earlier.
In the end, my Master made a tentative plan with the daddy, but it seemed the daddy was able to come much later, five hours after I had douched. Maybe my Master thought he had told me that the daddy would come for sure and that he had also told me exactly when, but for all I knew it was totally tentative, and anyway, I was with my Master this whole time and I wasn’t told to douche again. So I couldn’t really understand his disappointment when I stated the obvious that I may not be clean to get fucked anymore, especially as we have just had dinner.
Wrapping up
That concludes my stories from the cruise!
I could probably go on to tell you about the following week of traveling with him in Portugal, but I really want to finally release this episode to you and I’m also not sure how many interesting details I could recall for you, aside from the bit I mentioned in my blog post about recovering from the vacation.
As much as I dread the expenses, having put off other commitments, and also getting sick on this trip, it was a precious experience to share with my Master. I’m enjoying one last weekend of properly slutting out in Madrid, before getting back to my old routines and commitments. I especially want to get back to jobhunting with a new drive, so I can find a well paid job, stress out less and easily afford more cruises and other trips with my Master.
So that’s it for today. Thank you so much for bearing with my delayed publication of this episode and my absence over the last couple of weeks. I truly appreciate your support and look forward to sharing with you more from Madrid soon. Until next time, be well, be good and have fun.
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