How to Handle Financial Domination (Part 1)
How I slipped (or relapsed)
Whenever exploring the topic of financial domination (or findom in short) I recommend starting from my foundational three posts. You can listen to them on the podcast for free (e.g. on Apple or Spotify), or paid subscribers can also read them here.
This post is a part of a series:
“How to Handle Financial Domination”
Part 1: How I Slipped
Part 2: Strategies for Protecting Yourself
Part 3: How to Spiral All the Way (If You Want)
Part 4: Putting It into Practice
In this post I’ll share my latest experience submitting to financial domination again. Since I managed to avoid it for a few months, this might offer a few lessons.
In my first dip into findom, almost a year ago, I dove all the way in. I was quite horny all the time, jerking off but not cumming much due to some restrictions. Therefore, edging only made me more horny, and sending money to FinDoms then became a way to get a kind of relief without cumming.
Just to clarify, while some of the time the restrictions were imposed by my Master, to get me more eager ahead of our meetings, my not cumming was mostly self-inflicted, because as I grew more horny and eager, I wanted to be of better service to the men I’d serve on the weekends at the cruising bars. I knew a heightened eagerness would be achieved by postponing my orgasms till after the weekend’s encounters.
More recently, I’ve been denied cumming ahead of more visits to my Master’s place. I was supposed to be locked on workdays, which was relatively good protection against edging and driving myself to spiral and send money to a FinDom. However, that doesn’t work for the weekends or holidays, when I’m not required to be locked, and it also fails if I’m being a bad boi and am too slow to relock when I’m supposed to. That means first thing in the morning (because I don’t lock at night), as well as after breaks, such as after a shower or after going to a meeting or doing a leg workout, because I wanted to be unlocked on those occasions. After all, the cage is just meant to prevent me from wasting time that should be spent on being productive. So if the cage didn’t come back on right away, I could still waste time jerking off, and then would be more eager to submit to others. It’s all about effective habit management.
But there’s more. I finally got in the mindset of feeling that sending to Master GingerDom was imminent when my Owner didn't let me cum. Usually he has no problem to allow it, but for some reason he decided to taunt me that day. He didn't even provide an explanation, just replied with a smirking emoji when I asked him if I could cum. Being unable to cum had the effect of making my place under other men feel very real. And when you’re feeling the most submissive, it is easier to justify any act of submission, including sending over $300 to a stranger.
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