Many Ways to Dominate on a Cruise (Part 2)
Following-up on Part 1: Cucking, submission in sex, how my Master is my sex gatekeeper and why my Master is always right — more observations from our recent cruise together.
House Slave Fag
Cucking
In the absence of an appropriate definition in the Oxford dictionary worth repeating, let me define cucking (in case it’s necessary) as engaging intimately with another person while ignoring the partner or denying their participation. It is another form of control my Master used on this vacation, as I recall the time he invited another guy to our hotel room during our continued travel in Portugal after the cruise. He had the guy give him a massage when I was sick. Actually, it happened twice. Usually he prefers I join him in his play with other subs, sometimes for me to guide them in how to serve him properly in sex. But since I got sick this became cucking.
With one hookup I was ordered to wait hidden in the kitchen, being completely ignored while I could hear him being pleased by the other guy. With the other guy he brought over, he let me stay in the room. I wasn’t really excited to watch. I’m not a voyeur like him. I mostly enjoy participating, but that wasn’t an option since I was locked. However, being seen not participating is probably more degrading than being hidden while he’s having his fun. Or maybe that’s just me, the exhibitionist, because the way I’m seen often adds to my excitement.
Submission in sex
Once again, sex is not the main form of his control over me. But it’s important too, of course. He made me suck him off to completion at the beginning of the cruise. I can’t remember if I was locked but it doesn’t matter. My dick doesn’t matter. It’s always out of sight with him. What’s important is his pleasure. It’s been years since I worried about cumming while with any other man. And now that I’m required to always be locked when I’m with others, cumming is not an option anyway. And I’m totally fine with it. I love pleasing guys and I love pleasing my Master.