On My Pleasure to Serve

It's been a couple of weeks since I blogged, so let me get back to it and offer an update on what I'm up to or going through. I'll leave the rest of the erotic story to those especially interested and subscribed to the erotic stories. Especially since I'm exploring new grounds in those stories (forced fem), that are not really a part of my everyday experience, though who knows what might happen. I mean, I've been especially horny recently and that made me more eager and desperate to submit, perhaps driving my imagination more and more to completely new levels of submission and degradation. If I meet the right kind of Dom, a Bull actually, he might force me to do more than I've done before - turning me into a bitch or pimping me out.

Ironically, I actually haven't been hooking up so much lately, although I was hornier. Other than the gay cruise and a couple of sex parties that I went to in London a month ago, I've been remarkably celibate, or you could say chaste (with more days not cumming or even locked in chastity). That didn't help me be less horny but it sometimes helped me focus more on work and spend less time jerking off. I could actually relate to a meme someone posted on twitter, showing a man pouring gasoline over a campfire, liking them to a Man imposing chastity on a horny sub.

As I'm traveling back to my Master next week, I'm even less driven to hook up with others, especially because I know how he prefers (though certainly doesn't oblige) that I only suck and bottom for him and that way also reduce the risk of STIs for him. Health is especially important for him. So I guess I'm not entirely fulfilling my role now as a sub to serve Men in general right now, though I am very minded of my continued commitment to serving Him. That's actually something that I'm really happy about. I never disobeyed him and I'm so eager not to disobey him.