Spiraling and Regaining Balance
Three posts, three states of mind, one lesson in reclaiming balance
This week I spiraled hard to a FinDom, clouding my judgement and blurring the line between pleasure and abuse. Finally I caught myself and stepped back.
In this episode, I share three posts that unknowingly documented my descent and recovery:
• “Just a hole for my fuckbuddy” — the sexual high
• “Wrapping up No Nut November” — the moment I lost ground
• “A letter to my younger self” — the moment I could see clearly again
If you’ve ever spiraled, I hope this honest reflection helps you feel less alone and reminds you to take care of yourself too.
You can listen to this episode on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and other platforms.
This episode narrates these three posts:
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