The Benefits of Fantasizing

I started writing my sex fantasies well before I decided to make them public. It was during the COVID-19 pandemic, I was horny as hell, spending the first six months locked up in the company of my family, with no physical human contact and definitely no sexual partners. At least I had my Master to think about, since I was also accountable to him on a daily basis, to ask for his permission every time I wanted to cum.

I needed a sexual outlet since I couldn't have sex until I traveled to my Master and I wouldn't fuck with strangers in the beginning of the pandemic. That need was especially strong because I had limited privacy while I was living with relatives for those first few months. I'm glad I lived with them because I didn't want to go through lockdown alone. But I needed a solution for my horniness.

I found the solution in writing. It was perfect. I could write my steamiest thoughts on my laptop, even while there were other people in the room. I could be in my own world, submitting to the hottest guys, being fed and fucked just the way I liked, filled and sexually fulfilled—albeit virtually—while everyone was watching TV. It was all in my mind but it was better than nothing. That saved me, because I'd go nuts otherwise.